Thursday, December 10, 2009
Life's A Struggle
I think what made me have the ability to be able to code switch is being around so many languages while I grew up. When I was a child I was around Spanish and slang English so I became able to understand both and not feel out of place. I learned Spanish from my whole family since we are a Mexican family who holds on to are roots and still know how to speak our native tongue. Then I learned the slang English from my older brothers, sisters and uncles who got it from the streets. Once I entered elementary school and middle school I became somewhat out of place because I was being looked at as un-educated by the way I speak.
“Identity is the essential core of who we are as individuals, the conscious experience of the self inside.” Gloria Anzaldua
I started to realize through years of taking English classes at school on how to speak properly, I still caught myself not talking properly with my slang words. So even though I have problems with mixing some of the different languages I feel more proud in myself that I can communicate with a variety of people. I’m also proud that people can understand me when I’m talking to them in their language and not seem like a perpetrator to fit in.
Who You Look Up To Is Who Makes You
It was a regular day and I just got back from school. I brought home my report card and showed it to my mom. My mom was enraged of my grades, I had received two A’s and rest were C’s and D’s. I had nothing to explain for my grades and what I got in return was a whipping with the belt and getting yelled at. I started heading to my room to cry but my older brother took me into his room and he said to stay in his room so I wouldn’t run into my mom again. I stayed in his room and I started to do my homework. While I was doing my homework I started to struggle so my brother began to help me. I felt so great inside because he was the one who helped me with my homework. After teaching me how to solve the problems and finish my homework my brother told me he wanted to talk to me. My brother told me he wanted me to keep going to school and never fall into the lifestyle he was living. He said the lifestyle he was living was the one he never wanted me to live and that it wouldn’t bring anything but pain.
“I work for my living! yelled Juan. I don’t go around shooting people! And I wouldn’t shoot a gun inside a house or car no matter if God Himself tells me to! I think, I use my head, and I work hard! I make my own liquor! I don’t steal from no man! I’m a businessman! I’m not a stupid gang of little two-bit, ass-turning punks, ganging up on an old teacher and pantsing him! I got balls, you understand? I got respect! I sweat! I work!” (pg 313) Victor Villasenor
So I promised him that I would succeed in school and from that day forward that was my goal in life. Right now till this day I’m fulfilling his wishes on completing that goal. The one other thing I remembered about my brother that made me look up to him, was that he was the center of the family and he brought the family together during family holidays. My brother always made everyone happy and always made sure everyone was alright. My brother wanted to give the best for my family. He did that but he didn’t get to finish since his life was taken away when he was 17. Since he passed away I took that goal he wanted for my family which was to have the best in life. I will succeed in education like he asked for me to do and become someone big in life to give my family everything they dreamed of. I want to be the men my brother wanted to be, the men he couldn’t become because the life he was in.
Teaching Yourself Is Your Greatest Strength
Throughout my whole life I never really had anyone to help me with my schoolwork besides one of my older brothers who helped me when he could and was at home. But since he passed away I have had to do my schoolwork on my own. I couldn’t get any other help from anyone because my mom wasn’t well educated like other mother’s because she had to work to support us when she was young instead of going to school.
“I started writing nonfiction as a freelancer the week after I was told by my former boss that writing was my worst skill and I should hone my talents toward account management.” Amy Tan
My siblings couldn’t help me because they were never home. So, seeing that I had to do it on my own I had to work that much harder to make myself get the homework even when I was stuck on it. I couldn’t get help from school because I had to take the bus home from school since my mom was busy working at the house. My mom also didn’t have all the money in the world to be driving from East Palo Alto all the way to Woodside hills so I had to work with what was giving to me. I gained self discipline through doing my homework on my own and seeing my mom support all of us on her own. My mom worked all day but still was a mom when she came home tired. So I became self discipline and use that to my advantage till this day to help day to day in life.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Final Lit Circle Blog
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Questions To Characters In ROG
How do you feel about your life and what have done through out it?
To Lupe:
Do you feel that the struggle and violence you have gone through in life has made you stronger?
Monday, November 23, 2009
Critical Thinking
Friday, November 20, 2009
The Men We Carry In Our Minds Blog
2. Sanders characterized the other men who were soldiers as being lazy. In paragraph four Sanders uses words such as boredom, waiting and no say to describe them.
3. Sanders couldn't imagine becoming or being one of those "successful" men because he grew up seeing the complete opposite of that "successful." men. The only thing Sanders ever knew and saw was hard working labor men so seeing these new type of men wasn't normal for him. He couldn't see himself being a successful men.
4. Sanders father fate seemed like a partial escape because he went from working on a farm to working in a tire factory then to an assembly line and finally to a front office. Luckily for Sanders father he got out of the slave labor, but the only bad thing was his body was ready to call it quits on him. Since Sanders father life changed from escaping the slave labor he still knows most of the young men he knew ended up joining the army, working at the smoky plants or building highways. His father took it step by step to reach the top but thing that was different from him and the younger boys was that they didn't even try. They were afraid to step out the boundaries that were created by society for them.
5. Sanders learned that college men automatically believed that they would live a pleasureable life becuase of their wealthy family. Sanders was amazed that women could be so into a man's life that Sanders quickly understood why they would. But because of that he didn't quickly agree. Sanders thought women had the better life. Reason being because women didn't have to work, weren't required to go to war, they were free to do anything they felt like doing.
6. Sanders realizes that a lot of pressure is always put on men especially the low-class who sees it as body aching work and having to be tough. The upper class women see it their life's as the same because of the struggles they have to go as being women in the society and dealing with their man.
7. They both wanted to have power and have a say in their future of their lives. They want to choose a job that they like and live a great life.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Self Evaluation Blog
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Libby's Blog Response
2. Their aren't many self-identified feminist because many don't want to be associated with the word and its stereotype or they feel like they can't call themselves a feminist. People believe that to be a feminist you have to participate in the whole movement and be a part of those people who protest against those stereo types of what feminists are. Males themselves, don't consider themselves to be feminist becuase they aren't female and they believe feminist stands for being a female and protesting for their rights when it much more than that. Man also feel like they don't belong with being feminist and that they won't be able to contribute to the cause because they feel that the word feminists as so over seen because of the stereotypes and people won't really care what they have to say.
3. She thinks more people should be feminist becuase to be a feminist you have to believe that how society sees sex exploitation and oppression and how they are dealing with it is totally wrong. Feminism isn't just about women, but about everyone and how they are being oppressed by sex exploitation and sexism. The word feminism is to be able to make your own decision and to have a voice. Feminism is all about having your equal rights and being able to live the life you want, not the one society wants you to have.
Memorization
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Transfer Motivational Conference Blog
Friday, November 6, 2009
Anzaldua Blog Response #2: The Anti- Essay
Thursday, November 5, 2009
How to Tame A Wild Tongue Blog
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
College Success:Blog 4
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Literature Circle Blog #3
What are the consequences of sacrificing your pride in order to overcome your struggles? In chapter 15 Juan Salvador arrives in California because of a letter his sister has sent him regarding his mother dying if he doesn't go soon to California. When Juan arrives he slowly starts to realize that Mexicans like him self are treated like dogs from the Americans. The first time he sacrificed his pride for his struggles was when he got a job setting up dynamite where he noticed how he was getting treated. The Americans slurred his last name in a way that dis-- respected him but he ignored them. It wasn't until he started drilling with the other American drillers when he began to notice that they were giving him the eye to show him that they didn't like him. Juan ignored this as well but he was keeping a steady drilling on the rock that the Americans became competitive and started to race him. Juan and the Americans kept racing but after awhile it came to him and an American named Jack. The competition grew but the lunch horn blew and they stopped working. Juan followed the Americans to where they went to wash their hands and realized the Americans dropped the cup when it was his turn to wash his hands. Juan ignored this thinking it was a mistake but when he bent over to try to pick up the cup the American kicked it away. This made Juan lower his head and suck his pride so he could later overcome this struggle by showing off to these Americans how good of a driller he was. Unfortunately Juan came soon to realize that this back fired in he almost got killed with a bunch of tools coming straight towards him from up the rock. "I shouldn't have pushed so much"(pg 258) Juan said to the Mexicans who were digging below him were he was drilling. In this quote Juan shows that if he wants to overcome this unfair struggle he faces with the Americans he has to sacrifice his pride to overcome this so he can feed his family. Juan realizes if he doesn't do this he will put his family in jeopardy because he won't have a job if he talks back to these Americans like if he was American that demanded to be treated right. Juan now knows that he has to sacrifice his pride to overcome his struggle.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Literature Circle Blog Response #2
The circumstance that happened when Dona Guadalupe and Dona Manza spotted a rock with gold turned the hope that was impossible to possible. This discovery boosted their moral and confidence, which help motivate them in breaking down the gold again to nuggets. "Look, see that rock in the middle of the plaza? Now that the sun has come out, it shines" says Dona Guadalupe. "My children and I were commenting on that same stone the other day," "Now that the roots have turned up the cobblestones, every time it rains, there seems to be a little color here and there, all over the plaza" says Dona Manza. “So what are we waiting for?” “Maybe it’s gold!” says Dona Guadalupe. “It’s gold!” screamed Lupe. (pg 200-201) You can just feel the excitement of everyone in the town grow with their hopes as well.
To say that one circumstance brought the peoples hopes down or up is out the question because every time they went through something horrific something amazing happens and lifts them up again.
2. What is the value of family? Victoriano shows what the value of family is by showing the reader how much he cares for his little sister Lupe and how he would die to make sure anything never happened to her. For example, Victoriano says "We'll take care of you," "Truly, I'd die a thousand deaths before I'd let anything happen to you, Lupe." (pg 188) Another example of what is value of family is when Dona Guadalupe explains to Lupe why she was okay with her sisters running away with the guys they loved. Dona Guadalupe explained to her that the times were tougher now and they just didn't have the money to throw a bunch of weddings. So Dona Guadalupe let her older daughters run away so that they could get married because when a man steals a families daughter to run away they are considered partners/married. Here's a part from the book that shows this “I told her to, mi hijita." "Lupita, it was going to come to this anyway. And I want my daughters protected before the bandits come again." (pg 188)So to tell you what the value of family is, well it's the most important thing in your life if you love your family. The value for your family can never go away and if someone ever tried to take it away, you would stand up. It just comes to this the value of family is un-explainable in words but through your actions in life is what will show you the value of family not someone describing it to you. They can't write it on a piece of paper as a definition and tell you this is what value of family is. No, it’s on you, the individual who defines what value of family which has many definitions is.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Leave your cell phone at the classroo...
- What causes the digital divide (those who have technology and those who do not)?
The older generation is not used to the technology that's out here in the world today because they didn't have it availabe to them when they were growing up. In addition, the lack of knowledge of technology the older generation don't really try to learn it. They see it as to confusing to learn the technology and to keep up with the evolving technology.
Literature Circle BLOG 1
The second scene I chose was of Emilia yelling at Juan not to go looking for wood and to wait for their mother. But Juan refused and replied back to his sister saying I he had to. The scene took place in pages 147 through 149. This scene was the turning point was Juan became a man inside and not a child anymore. Juan came to realize that he came to peace with himself and knew what he had to do for his family to survive. Juan couldn't be unsure of not making it back, he was confident of making it back as if he knew and that's what changed him to become a man. Furthermore, Juan now realized why his mother was so calm and seen why she never felt down when things seemed like they weren’t going well. The word I would choose for this scene would be RESPONSIBILITY.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Reflection on Munoz
People changing their name to get better opportunities might sound ridiculous to some people, but don't be fooled because people do. A bunch of people change their names because they feel their native name isn't going to help them get a job or other opportunities. As I explained in my first paragraph how people already decide to change their name because of not fitting in, well same applies for better opportunities in life. For example, people who have the same experience and education in a career are going to get the job based on their name and what ethnicity it usually represents. Like if one of the persons is named Raul and the other John. Who do you think the employer will choose? John of course because the employer feels much more safe knowing that they have someone white working for them and they can trust him on getting the job done.
What is the digital culture?
Besides using all the availabilities in the Internet, digital culture also has to do with the programs you have on your computer. Such as Microsoft Word where people write essays or columns for a newspaper. Microsoft Word even lets you turn names or quotes into nice looking word art fonts for front or back covers on your binder. In addition, programs such as Microsoft PowerPoint helps people create slide shows of their favorite pictures, weddings, birthday, holidays and vacations. Furthermore, Microsoft PowerPoint helps people create a presentation for a class assignment as displaying main points, pictures or attaching videos to help the students or co-workers understand the topic more. In addition, to these two programs Microsoft Excel has revolutionized the working industry because managers can create work schedules on it and they can even create a spreadsheet were they can keep up to date inventory. Excel also helps people create a spreadsheet were they can make a business plan. Such as, how much money they need to put in to buy certain things, how much your going to be spending on electricity/water expenses and when they will start making profit off there business. Finally, besides all these Microsoft programs Adobe Photo shop is another helpful program to people if they want to create a web layouts, web designs and even a page layout for their Myspace, Twitter, Youtube and other social websites.
So to answer what is the digital culture in a much easier way, is that digital culture has everything to do with a computer.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Literature Circle Blog 1
The second scene I chose was when Colonel Manuel Maytorena decided to wait for Lupe to get back from talking with her mom to see if he could be invited to her house to talk to her mother about having her wife stay at there house while he was doing his job. The scene took place in pages 21 through page 27. I thought this scene was important because it shows even though Colonel Manuel Maytorena was a high ranking soldier and could use his authority to do what he wants he still had respect for the people in the small town community. I learned that Colonel Manuel still respected people's rules. I don't have any personal connections with this scene. What I learned about the politics was that they were very powerful back then. They could basically do what they wanted when they wanted. They have a personal choice on how they would act with people in society. One word to describe this scene would be RESPECT.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
My Motivation to Attend College
I can’t say there wasn’t pressure to go to college because there was but I never saw it as pressure. I knew I had to go to college right after High School because I didn’t have time to waste to be working and take years to move to a manager or any high rank position in a job. The only way I knew to be some were in a high position in a job is to get an education while working.
I believe Puente will help me in college because they will assist me in choosing the classes I need to take to succeed in college. Puente will also help me narrow down my options in choosing a career that I will be interested in and that I’ll enjoy. Puente will also show me the options I have in colleges to choose after completing Foothill.
This is important to me because I have a lot to gain by going to college. Plus college is going to shape me into the person I become later on in my life.